So I have these braids in my hair and I miss my natural hair so so so so much. I got them put in Sept. 5 so its been a month but I just know that once I take my hair down I'm not going to have anything to do with my hair. I HATE when I feel like this. I'm looking all on YouTube looking for styles and new products I want to try and then BAM I realize how busy I am and how these braids are really whats best. Think about it, its getting cold out side, so no wash and go styles which are almost all my styles. So lately I have been constantly at war with myself. Should I or should I not take these braids out. HUH. Then the other thing is I payed a lot of money for these braids so I really need to get my monies worth. I wanted to wait at least until the end of Oct. or beginning of Nov. to take it down. Sorry natural hair I guess I will see you then. HUH. OH how I miss my natural hair twirling it with my fingers. My husband even misses my natural hair. What am I to do........ 

 Since I have started my natural hair journey 20 weeks ago, I have developed a new form of patience. Now, anything that comes my way and has to be done at a certain time is done with no worries. I used to frantically do things thinking they weren't going to get done in time. My hair has taught me that everything will get done on time if I just stay patient. Impatientness can lead to grief, stress, and even depression that can be prevented.